

Forever GoneSearching Constantly searching For something that makes sense To explain how Being with someone so dangerous Is the last time I felt safe I want to go back To see To understand I want to feel To be connected That great lose as a child It haunts me For all of my days Over and over I thought I had found The one to fill my needs To love me for who I am Not for my body Not for who they want me to be Not because they feel obligated But rather true and honest I had a mother I adored I had a father I lookedForever Gone


Freedom CabinSilence surrounds Ears peaked to hear The fire cracks A log occasionally shifts The black metal Sends forth a gentle click As the fire within heats The once cold blackness Now and then a distant car Rushes by It's engine cycling Tires creating friction on the road The only other sounds come from me As my pen hits the paper My hand brushes slightly Across the page Skin upon skin Softly as me feet move To a comfortable space My breathing seems loud The cough drop Bounces around in my mouth Clattering against my teeFreedom Cabin


Love or LustThe beating of your heart With my head on your chest Your breathing Easy, rhythmic and calming I am at peace I am comfortable in your arms At this moment we seem as one Then the brain begins It turns about with possibility What if's dance about Confusion of the mind Peace, warmth, love of the heart Can this really be Who is this man beside me What does he see in me Do I mean a thing Or am I simply a fling We know nothing about each other Could this be the beginning Of a new found love With you here Holding me close &nbLove or Lust


Continuous PainThe headache of this pain It pounds against my brain Pressure rises I fight to separate past from present Through the day I travelContinuous Pain
Doing what is expected of me Tears threaten to burst Some great hidden barrel of tears I want to remove the cork Let it all flow Release this...this what Unexplained emotions Feelings so deep Out of nowhere it rises up This world is filled with repressed emotions Filled with pain and hatred Secrets that have been told
And those that will never be heard Lives lost physically and emotionally It must be


EverythingEverything calm in life is derived from you The end of my plight The peace at the end of the night Your smile rings like the light that penetrates the extreme thickness of darknessEverything
Everything in life is a maniacal madness Like the armageddon film and the end of the world With Murphy's Law at the helm Until I stumbled upon this path with you by my side Life itself doesn't matter If I'll have you forever
These days are bitter and cruel I play by the voyeur of moon light with an ever bleeding guitar Every day is a fight


Open LetterSome days I'll find myself Sitting in the daytime Searching for another hook or rhyme But there's not enough of me left to see I just can't be One man of only my ownOpen Letter
Everyday I find myself inches away from crawling seconds away from falling I'm always stalling Because I don't know where to turn Could you maybe help me to learn To discover who it is I want to be Maybe with this, I could learn to see
Every night I find myself Thinking in some concentrated scattering of unreasoned thought It's by politics life has taught &nbs


Stand By YouLife never played right It left me in the dark It left me for dead I lost every fight Everything was lost Nothing was found And the cycles went aroundStand By You
But I found you just as you found me For that October night when you let me in Everything felt right You took one hell of a chance trying again with me And for that, I thank you
CHORUS: I owe you the world I owe you my life And it's just that and more that I shall give Together we shall live with strength, with warmth I will stand by you


Standing TallThrough you I learned the flow of tranquility And with you I've learned to know a new clarity All because of youStanding Tall
I used to be the type who always collapsed on thin ice And strength was all hype But the selfish lies turned me into something to despise I swore never to love again until I learned again, what love was
CHORUS: I'm now standing tall More than ever before Standing tall Unlike I never thought possible I never once knew for sure but now I know nothing's impossible Because with you, with us I
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